I’m feeling confused. On one hand I liked exploring this industry because of my sexuality. But the other part of me is so happy that I’m $9,548 away from my goal to jump out of the game. I’m so excited that I’m already making career plans! I think I’m so excited because its related to both my personal AND professional interests. But then I feel bad about feeling excited because part of me loves professionally providing. It allows me to be who I am while exploring my sexuality. However, the reason I got into the game was to capitalize on this industry within a set period. I planned to join this industry for a purpose that I’m close to achieving.